29/4- quarreled with Bebe's daddy
30/4- cold war starts
01/5- face the problem
02/5- still cold war?
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29/4 *PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Eldest Sis*
Status:Sick
Mood: Moody
Miss him too much, hope to see him.
phone him up, ask him whether is he free.
maybe i was too much.. like forcing him to come down.
i only think for myself, not not thinking of his feelings.
he says okay at 1st, but changed his mind later.
wishing me to go find him instead,
repeated sentence over again more den 5 times,
As you say i sounded "du lan"... but if..
someone repeat something so many times,
will you keep answering the same thing over n over again?
No! You'll surely get irritated right?
and that's why i sounded like that.. understand?
i might be 小气 to you, but there must be a reason behind,
i won't scold anyone w/o a reason, unless i was joking..
*P.S. the word 'Hopeless' had a deep impact on me.
It hurts like far more den i say u 'noob'
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30/4
Skl as usual, maggots all the way.
Only a few sms & calls from esther for the whole day..
Quite and money saving day for my phone. LOL.
coz of one msg received one the previous day.
"U not happy then dun talk to me la. No one forcing u rite?"
Best impact ever, seriously what can i still say???
I'm NOT not happy as u think i was,
True that no one is forcing me, but i just wanna make things clear.
I didn't run away with any anger, just 24hours to cool off.
24hours w/o ur voice is a torture to me.
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1/5
Had lunch with Esther at amk drive thru mac.
sharing each other's 心事.. till both of us emo.
went playground awhile, head down to zh's house,
hope to make things clear. reached his house @ 1++pm
we waited till he wakes up, Esther phoned & ask him come down awhile.
"I dun wan to see her, dun force me can?"
LOL. Nice one. That's my 1st time someone say this to me.
wait for miracle to happen.. we both rott there till 3pm..
end up going thomson plaza, den back home.
Time wasting? NO! it's not time wasting,
like that at least i can know he's 真心话.
原来我在他心里是这样的, 跟我在一起只是毁了他的快乐而已。
他根本不希望看到我。这就是恨吗？滋味果然还不错耶！
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2/5
Is the cold war continuing? 3 words...
I have no idea..
